January 2010
4 posts
5,475 days. 131,400 hours.
My thoughts, please.
If I am correct, I have been living for 5,475 days with 365 days in one year. I have only been alive for so long. Exactly 5,475 days and 131,400 hours right now. Now I can change how fast time can fly for me only. But that secret stays with me. Or maybe you already know that secret…
I guess…I am only sleepwalking, or dream walking.
Lately I’ve been having...
Somewhat, different. Missing, somewhat. Different,...
What have I done,
to go through mistakes and miss those mistakes…
What have I done,
to feel somewhat, different…
What can I do,
to be missing, somewhat - different…
and What must I realize,
to be different, always…
What am I doing that is not wrong anymore.
I was once a person that I am not anymore. I failed, to stay who I was.
...
Better.
I’m always in my head these days. Feeling my soul and mind grow faster than my own physical form. Is sounds exhilarating, but…I feel like I’m losing too much.
~Of me.
But when I hit the switch in the back of my head, I can realize what I don’t. And I don’t realize.
~I need.
Look I need you to help me. I don’t care who you are. But I need you to help me. And...
Deceiving Vision
I saw her standing on top of a high cliff, her hair waving to the right side of her face. A ring of fire down below her, that’s where I am. Waiting to burn with anger. She doesn’t seem to see me, and I fail to notice the way she was feeling. Her body becomes transparent. Everything but her heart, was there.
But do you think because I saw, that I could possibly hear everything I saw?
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